Mandy Nolans Soap Box: Women are Rising

VDay Byron Bay By Photo-Tree-Faerie

As a child I lived in domestic violence. As a young woman I was punched and kicked by four of my boyfriends. As an adult woman I have also lived in domestic violence. I have walked into a police station covered in bruises. I have had a busted lip. A black eye.

At 14 on a bus trip an older man tried to put his hands in my pants. I was so scared I started crying. At 15 I was taken by three strange men to a park where one of them tried to get me to give him sexual favours. It was so distressing I still don’t remember what happened. It’s blank. I just remember them kicking me out of the car and driving off.

At 16 a new boyfriend drove me to a dirt road and raped me. I had said No repeatedly but he was 21 and wasn’t going to listen to the whingeing of a stupid ungrateful girl. After all he’d taken me out to dinner and bought me the seafood basket. To that cowboy the seafood basket was consent.

I have walked down the street and been yelled at by men in cars. Complete strangers have commented on my tits. When I’ve given them the finger they’ve called me an ugly slut or a fat bitch.

I have lain in bed at night so frightened of the noises outside I have barricaded myself in and slept with a knife beside my bed. I’ve bent over to get glasses from the bottom shelf at a restaurant where I was working and the boss has grabbed my arse and made gestures about taking me from behind. Everyone at work thought this was so funny he made a habit of doing this every time I bent over to get anything.

I soon worked out correct lifting technique did more than save your back.

When I walk to my car after a gig I carry my keys between my fingers in case someone tries to jump me. I have been aware my whole adult life that a man could kill me. It could be a stranger, someone lurking in the shadows, but more than likely it could be a partner.

My stories are unremarkable. This is the experience of most women. Many women have stories far worse than mine.

A friend of mine had a man with a knife come through her bedroom window and rape her. Another friend was so viciously beaten by her husband she regularly lost consciousness.

You don’t see this stuff on crime stoppers. Because this is our every day life. This is how we as women have been conditioned to live. And die.

Being a woman is dangerous. We have been told if we are out late in a short skirt and get raped that we are to blame. If we’re drunk it’s the same, but if he’s drunk then in some parts of Australia that’s a legitimate defence.

We are conditioned to be passive. To shut up. To acquiesce to the needs of others. We’re conditioned to put up with it. We’re conditioned to be beautiful according to socially accepted norms the mainstream decide beauty is. To achieve this we have to get breast implants, lip fillers, botox, labioplasty. We inflict a form of violence on ourselves.

We’re easy to oppress because patriarchy has waged a long campaign of ensuring we’re so full of self-loathing that we don’t have the esteem to stand up and speak out. Except for now. Something has shifted.

Women all around the world are rising up and sharing their stories. One by one they have come forward and spilled the secrets of their abuse and the sins of their abusers. There are good men out there and they stand shoulder to shoulder with us. These are the fathers of daughters, the husbands, the brothers and the sons of mothers who are willing to be part of the change.

But there is a backlash. Lately when I have spoken out against the significant and dangerous role of objectification and sexist imagery of women in the public domain continuing the narrative of violence against women, I have been surprised by the ugliness of the personal attacks by men who clearly want us back in our boxes. A violence that aims to silence.

Clearly the rising voices of women is unsettling those who aren’t prepared to lose their male privilege. Women around the world are speaking out – join our voices as we come together to bring an end to violence against women and children. This Wednesday 14 February at 6.30am we meet at Main Beach in Byron for a Billion Rising. Wear red. This is an event for women and children, but men are also invited to attend. Have courage, speak up, stand up and lets be change-makers.

21 responses to “Mandy Nolans Soap Box: Women are Rising”

  1. so sorry to hear what you have been thru. so understand its everyday life, which really saddens me.
    there is definitely a positive movement and uprising and we all need to be a part of it.

  2. Neville says:

    What about the boys who have lived this same life into their adulthood, how are they any different ?

    • Ben Redding says:

      And Mandy didn’t mention the starving millions either. Women really shouldn’t speak up until every other problem in the world is solved first. Women are so selfish that way…..

  3. Riddhi says:

    Dear Mandy,
    Thank you for your bravery, leadership, and strength.
    There are many of us standing with you.
    See you next Wednesday for a Billion Rising!
    The Bohemian Beat

  4. kathleen says:

    Thank you for being courageous enough to be honest about your experience. It is, many womens stories, as you correctly state. It is only men of low consciousness who act this way. And only men of low consciousness who will try to shut you up, and call you names, which have zero to do with you. And who you are.
    As women, we need to remember the truth. What happened to us and what was/is said to us, has nothing to do with who we are.
    They have forgotten who they are.

  5. Jimbo says:

    Is this a comedy?

  6. Susie Forster says:

    Thanks Mandy, your life and brave storytelling are helping others and creating this I’ve shift in the conversation. May it also change our culture and the lives of our daughters.

  7. Susie Forster says:

    Sorry for typos and bad grammar- that should read – Thanks Mandy. Your life and brave storytelling helps others to create and continue this shift in the conversation. May it also change our culture and the lives of our daughters.

  8. David says:

    Neville, can you unpack your comment a little bit? I don’t understand it.

  9. Tuatha says:

    If we are too hedonistic to form a Lysistrata League then there is always the Judith & Holofernes option.

  10. Sandra says:

    “I have been surprised by the ugliness of the personal attacks by men who clearly want us back in our boxes. A violence that aims to silence.” Sorry Mandy, and I know this contradicts your “male conspiracy” outllook, but I read your facebook posts and article in the Echo regarding that artwork, and plenty of the commentators who found your stance on this issue ridiculous were women.
    By the way, I found it amusing that that picture of Liz Hurley in a low-cut top was “contributing to rape culture” while Gal Gadot in her skimpy Wonder-Woman outfit has been adopted by so many as an icon of feminist empowerment.

  11. Robert says:

    Numbing. Sad. Shameful. Powerful. Appalling. Riveting. Inspiring. Amazing.

    Thank you Mandy, so very much,


  12. Maya Michel Book Club says:

    Thank you. I asked my tribe when we were all together for dinner a few weeks ago to put up their hands if they had been assaulted in any way. We all raised our hands. This was not just catcalls and lewd comments but physical, emotional and sexual. We had all been victims and we had all felt dirty and guilty, keeping it to ourselves. Each of the ten of us were unable to count the number of times, it was a typical part of growing up female. So yes, we hear you. We are part of the Billion Rising. We include men who are empaths, men who have been victimised and our sons, our partners, and our daughters and grandchildren. Our voices have been quiet for far too long.

  13. Ed Kiefer says:

    Thank you Mandy for sharing this. I am so sorry to read of the pain inflicted on so many women. I struggle to understand the apparent of lack of empathy and kindness from so many men.

  14. thomas Connor says:

    Time to say Woman are as responsible as men for all that is created in this world by humans including what is called patriarchy. Men are Good and Woman are too. Men are Bad, Woman are bad too. Whats obvious is often hidden in plain view and unaccountable.

  15. Pangas says:

    I think that men that beat women are cowards.

    My father tried to beat my mom once and I nearly punched his head in. I lost respect for him that day.

    It’s a shame; blight on society that we have ignorant imbeciles who think this sort of behaviour is acceptable.

    Let women rise I say – you make the world a better place.

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